I have this love/hate relationship with life that is so intense and strong. It is partly from the full delight and reverence I have for Jesus story, and the depth of what we could have been without Him that I see around me every day.
holds so many exciting opportunities I can hardly breathe from the excitement, Within moments I can hardly breathe from the scorching fear that phyiscally rocks me, yet it is also the deciding factor towards me staying on the path God leads.
moment I am painting a scene from our house (my bedroom window where I look out now). The picture is attached. It reminds me of the cleverness of God. Painting to me is the joy and 'surrealness' of redefining and newly formating unseen thoughts in my mind
to seen images before me; like squishing all the thoughts of my mind between board and brush in colour and order.
I am reeling from the pleasures of Passion City Conference, and the Desring God website sermons that test me and lead me to a closer knowledge
of God and a hunger for more of all things Him. Each stroke of paint I add is under the words of Jesus Holy Word playing through my laptop, or redescribed through a man or woman of God online. Life does not get more fulfilling than setting your purpose and
desires to Him.
God make me stronger. Led me closer. Talk to me. Teach me. Overpower me. Make me hunger for You. Make me loose desire for the world in order to be effective for You in the world. Make us stand out. Reinforce my
belief in you with unbendable iron. Speak to me. THANKYOU! PRAISE YOU! I WORSHIP YOU!!!