"DJ (dear Jesus), please show me your will in such a definate way that will require minimal reliance on my feelings."
I had not read this since that time. I was in the ugly grip of an abusive relationship and in need of such a devine intervention
that I would have died without Him.
He answered in such a profoundly stunning way (short-term & long-term) that from the distance of time I can only sob in wonder!!
The rest of the filled pages were statements of faith, and verses God has
spoken over us all. I was rock-bottom and unable to rely on myself any longer. He took my surrender and WOW WOW WOW!!!! As the depths of God's grace and story become increasingly revealed by His spirit, I wonder if I will ever be able to leave
His throne once arriving either on my death or His return. To bow repeatedly before him and sing His praises for eternity is heaven!
Our lives should be poured out for the freedom of others - body and spirit!!!!